I am the product of my enviroment. its not my fault how i turned out, after all, children learn what they live... Fuck that. i am not the product of my enviroment. i take full credit for how i turned out because i learned FROM what i lived. im not trying to make anyone happy. i found that nobody is going to be happy for me until i am happy for myself. and its really hard to be happy when you are worried about what everyone else wants. Dont blame me for believing what i hear. maybe my problem isnt that i am gullible, its that i trust people too much. perhaps that is what is wrong with the world. its not full of stupid people, just liars. i am not insecure about the things in my life that i cannot change. i am insecure about the things i havent put enough effort into changing. i will listen and talk you through your fears, as long as you are not just bitching, because then i will not give a shit. Also as long as i am not trying harder than you are to fix you. i am not being selfish when i say that i have to take care of myself first. how can i help you, if i am not okay? my life revolves around me, but i do not expect your's to. i expect you to be completely self sufficient so that other people are not wasting their time holding you up. i hope i dont come off as a bitch, but if i do, then maybe you havent learned a damn thing. aside from my intense personality, here are a few things i heart!! green, generic cocoa puffs, cherry coke, water, the beach at Lake George, my family, my hubby, my best friends, my enemies, Victoria's Secret, Pac Sun, KY, NY, SC, the navy, marines, army and air force, kodak moments and photo booth stickers, little kids laughing, orange carnations, chocolate, One Caroline Street Bistro and Uncommon Grounds coffee shop, rock music, country music, hip hop a little, House and Grey's Anatomy, Monet and Van Gogh, writing, singing in my car and randomly in public, red Egyptian cotton sheets, stuffed animals, movies, water slides and roller coasters, introducing myself to people i dont know, parties, naps, black and white pictures, texting and talking on the phone to my sister back home 700 miles away, driving home, flying in air planes, boats, cincinnati reds and bengals (cant help it, im a hometown type girl) Green Bay Packers(!!) being a daddy's girls, playing with dogs and puppies, long showers, stars, the clouds that jets make in the sky, climbing unnecessarily through windows... a million other things!!! love me or hate me, what you see is what you get with me

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