noan

ok.. in english nathan was laying down on the ground. and i had to go get some paper and i couldnt get out unless he would move so i said you should scoot and he said no im pretty comfty so i walked over him TWICE!

i was crying because i never have told my family how i feel and me my mom and sami were dricing out to the farm to get shaq and my mom starts crying and i said why are you crying and she goes because me and your dad had so many memorys ot here on this road... she said she was a new bride coming down this road and brought me and sami home on this road and then i started crying.. and then when i went inside my dads house i didnt even say anything i stood inthe doorway for 1 sec and started balling my eyeballs out and put on my shoes and said bye... then i went out into the car and said balling that i havent told sami or dad or dr. h how i felt and my mom said balling tell me whats wrong tell me what you feel and i told her and then we sat in the car balling then i said i have to go in there so then i went back in the house and i sat in thewre and hugged my dad and told him i was just thinking about memorys... but that wasnt true... so then i finally stopped crying on our way home.. but then when we got home i turned this one thing that made music from the titanic and i started crying again because when i was little before bed my mom would come tuck me in and turn the thing and leave me to fall ashleep and when i would listento that music i would think how great my life is and how great my parenst were and it just made me think about that and how i felt that when i was just a little girl.. so then i called back my dad and told him the reason why i was crying for real and stated crying again when i told him that it hurts me when everynight i dont get to have my family sit at the table everynight and eat super together or go out and do fun things together.. i dont get that no more.. and i told him it sucks.. and then we talked for alittle bit more.. and then after that phone call i only cried alittle bit more... that is why i was crying... :(... now you know why i say my life sucks..

ok.. i told ashley this yesterday.. well you no how like you and everybody else say i change my list of who i like,... well thats not true.. i always like the same people ... but just change the order.. and well like i have never stopped ever likeing jordon,... and thats why i want to no if him and siam would date.. because that wou8ld make me the sadest person on earth because he is my best friend more that anybody... (besides you) and i dont want to loose him to siam or any other girl... cause i love him to much

hey over there..

koool
thats my dawg

yeah whatever

when did u say siam is comming here

you silly

nothing but being sexy