SugarLoot

no need to second guess
that you've been on my mind
i dream days away, but thats okay
one day i'll turn around
i'll see your hand reach out
i'm only fooling myself, yeah
but baby when you smile
it means you'd stay awhile
just maybe you'd save me now

july seventh.
photoshoot was so much fun! i loved the spotlight, the camera on me, the make up artist, the hair stylist, the clothes, and everything about it! it was so much fun. i wish i could do it again. i suggest anyone that eevr doubted modeling to go try it. you'll love it. i neevr doubted it, but ive seen many people have. well, anyways, i wore a blude navy dress that had hawaiian white flowers on it. i got to keep it! we did some shots inside, outside, and with this way powerful fan! wow, my eyes hurt so much after that. but i learned this trick where your like one, two, three, OPEN and the photographer snaps the pic. works grwat.(: well, im off to make some s'mores with my stove! haha.

july sixth
hi thereeee. well, um, yeah i got absolutely no sleep last night. we slept on a picnic tbale for gods sake. we wen in my friend caitlins pool at like 3 am. oh man. good times. ily. but ugh my phothsoot got changed to today so im completely exhausted and i dont know how im going to make sure im absolutely perfect! this is my composite card photoshoot, and it HAS to be perfect. im sure people like steffie and brandi know what i mean by that! its basically like a model 'resume' but not exactly haha. read my blog somewhere below for more details.(:

july fifth.
hey there.so yeah, i owe an apology to jill for posting it in my blog. i shouldnt have let it gotten out. im really sorry. my immature behavior got me nowhere and i hate to be kknown as the person that starts drama. ily jill! hopefully everything will go back to normal again. :] anywho, wow hopefulyl everyones july fourth was as good as mine. haha joking. but yeah, it was amazing. party party party. haha. well im off to babysit! and ill be making a list of people that are in favor soon to send to nugz, :]

july fourth.
ay there. um what is wth everyone these days? you can try to put me down all you want by saying im a hypocrite, dsperate to be cool and popular, and how you cant wait to see me not be a supermodel; but trust me, you're only making a fool out of yourself. you can try to make me fight back, bu i will never stoop down to your level. and so what if i changed my mind on the whole gossip sites scandal? ever heard of: change? it's a a transformation or modification or alteration. if you honestly want to start a fight with me, than go ahead. none of you acually know me so its all just really pathetic.

july third.
hey there chickadees. exciting new apart from my interview with interFACE management. well, first off let me inform you that interFACE is not only a management for modeling, but acting, singing, and dancing! so anyways, i don't know who remembers but i was stopped in a mall by them! that made me feel even special-er haha. so eysterday [july 2nd] they called and asked for an interview that night. the place is mondo close so we didnt have to commute much. so once we got there, the manager immediatly spotted me out of like 20 people there. so she decided to make three people wait just so she could meet with me! :D then, we went into this big butt room where she basically interviewed me on basic stuff. she asked what i liked to do and what i could do so she could she the abilities of me. since after all, she's not gonna put me in a motorcross movie/photoshoot is i dont know how to! and than it came down to business: paying for my composite card. some of you may know what a composite card is, but you basically need it in order for them to get you jobs and what not. it basically is [for modeling] a headshot on the front with information about myself [like name, height, weight, d.o.b, etc.] and four pictures depicting different personalities of you/outfits. ad for acting, you have a b&w headshot on the front with your resume on the back. moving on, i have the photoshoot this sunday which im excited about! cant wait. :]