June 30.
Last night was fun. I love concerts. This year will be the first 4th of July without Summer. The 4th is one of my favorite times of the year. Something exciting always happens. I will fill you in. (:

June 19.
There's nothing like it. Nothing like the ocean and the surfing in the morning, my friends dragging me shopping in the afternoon, bbq in the evening, and a carvinal in the night. Yesterday was perfect and I loved every minute of it. The lights, the rides, the cotton candy, there was just nothing like it. By the time I recognize that moment, that moment will be gone. I lived it up with my friends.
Now in the morning i go back to the pier and look back at the empty carnival from last night, people talking down the stands, and closing up the rides. The faireswheel abandon and rusty. The seagulls draping over the ocean and the sunrising. There's a calm I cant explain. Compared to the crazy and funness of last night, everything was calm. I loved it though.

June 07.
Arrived in Newport this morning. First time of the summer. Time to hit the beach and chill in the ocean with my greatest friends. Time to getaway. Kyle's party tonight. Nothing like good old beach parties in Newport.

May 22.
I have known these kids ever since the beginning of time. I have learned new things and played with these kids at recess every day back in the day. Everyone has changed so much I can't even believe I am looking at the same person as in my scrapbooks anymore. We all used to have such a good time. Everyone is off doing their own thing now. Remember when we all used to know each others name? and not be ashamed to be friends with anyone and everyone? Remember the day when we all used to give each other high fives in the hallway whenever we passed by? Or the way we would always give each other a "Good Job" when someone did good on a paper or a "Heads Up" when a kickball was coming their way? Well now we just let that kickball him each other right in the head. We dont care anymore about each other or anything in the past. We just want to be cool and see how far we can get with our girlfriends or how much weed each person can collect each week. What ever happened to collecting Pokeman cards? Those days seem like a life time away now and we act like none of those things have even happened or at one point we all used to actually like each other. We arent the same anymore and nobody seems to care.

May 19.
We need to just get out and have some fun like old times. We are sick of the drama and this stuff we have been going threw. We need to go to a concert, go to the park, or go to Newport again. But if it was only that easy that we could ditch our real lives and head to the heavens. Its never that easy. The heartache will chase you until you are down and can't get back up. We just have to remember that little thing in the back of our hearts and that's hope. We have to have hope and for that reason we are all still living.

May 18.
This isn't just another episode of Gossip Girl. It's real life.

May 17.
Life is hard. Kids are cruel. My friends and I have had the good life for so long and it mostly just hit us that we are so lucky. Our world lately has turned upside down and we have been waiting for someone to pop out of the bushes and scream "you've been punked!". But we aren't going to wake up from this nightmare any time soon. The hard ships keep pouring in by the buckets and we don't know when its going to end. I have cried more than I ever have in the past few months and I am not afraid to admit that. I want things to go back to the way they were but nothing can be that perfect for long. I wanna go back to the day were we didn't have a single worry and the smiles on our faces never faded. I wanna go back to the day were the five of us wouldn't care how dirty we were or if our clothes matched or not. I wanna go back to the day were our nannies would sit on the benches and buy us ice cream sandwiches. But those days our gone and we can't stop growing up. It seems like nothing will ever be the same again and we just all need to stick together. Because without best friends, you have nothing.

May 1.
My life is a mess and I am way too stressed. This life is like a mazz and I just wanna find my way out.

April 17.
I haven't been on lately and I'm sorry. I have been really thinking about God lately and realizing how much he has done for me and how blessed I really am. I keep wishing for more and more and I have realized that I have everything I need. 3 best friends I could ask for, more houses than I need, and parents that love me. I have my health and have been just so blessed.

April 5.
Sorry I havent been on in like forever. My life as been busy with school, love, and friends. Its crazy trying to balance it all. haha. I have been super stressed lately and incredibly tired. I am going to go take a nap right now. and also sorry if I haven't been commenting you back. Its just been crazy lately. Love you guys =]

March 26.
So. Back at school. Back from Florida. =[ Makes me sad. Talk to me. Make me feel better.

March 24.
Alright, I wont be on for like the whole day today. Maybe ill be on tonight though. I have on jammed pact day today. Its gonna be crazy. So leave me lots of stuff. I will reply when i get back =]

March 23.
Happy Easter, everyone. Wow. Today it rained and there was lightening. haha. pretty funn. The girls dragged me shopping. They got alota stuff and alota stuff for me. haha. Today i shaved Elle's legs. Wow. that was fun. She has alot of band-aids on them now. lol. We are watching OC re-runs. We love the OC. haha. Um... We went dancing in the rain today. Until is started lightening.. um.. I had an interesting talk with my mom today. She called. Probley the longest talk I have had with her in a month. Fun... My Gpa went to that golf thing that was one TV. Like with Tiger Woods. It got postponed alot. Goin back to Penn. tuesday. Yah. Well.. Talk to us. =]

March 22.
It was pretty raining and cloudy today in Miami. Kinda sucked. We still had fun though. We went sailing before the rain hit. Its raining out right now so we are listening to Backstreet Boys and making a music video. haha. Pretty fun.. wow. So tomorrow its suppost to rain again so the girls are probley going to drag me shopping.. ugh. I still love Florida. haha.

March 21.
Orlando was awesome. We got on a flight and arrived here in Miami Beach at my grandparent's. Its awesome heree. So we are going to go watch the sun set tonight and go swimming in the Ocean for a little midnight swim. So peace.

March 20.
Guys, Flordia is the best. We got about no sleep last night. haha. and we get a special treat when we go down a flight of our very own spiral stair case to get desserts! They were amazing. Today we went to disney world. Amanda and Elle were die-hard on going to Magic Kingdom so we did. haha. Tomorrow morning we are leaving Orlando and going to my grandparent's place in Maimi Beach. At the current moment we are taking a little break from the hot weather and chillin inside our suite for about... 3 minutes. haha.

March 19.
I am in Orlando, Flordia! At the moment I am using the hotel computer in our suite at the Peobody Hotel. Look it up. Its amazing here. The weather is beautiful and the palm trees are to die for. Haha. Its like 85 degrees out! We are hott. Summer, Amanda, Elle, and I are going to go swimming so I will be back soon. And I uploaded a new pic of my hotel. So leave me stuff =]

March 18.
Hey. Welcome to my first blog entry. Well Sunday was my birthday and it was the best ever. My best friend summer threw me a suprise party! It was amazing. It lasted till like 11 and I was so tired for class the next morning.
St. Patricks Day was a blast and we all had a great time dressing in our fun green outfits. haha. Tomorrow I leave for Flordia with my friends, Summer, Amanda, and Elizabeth at 5am. Its going to be crazy so I must get some sleep if I can. We are all sleeping over at Amanda's tonight so Peace.

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